new year’s resolution {of mine}
let’s begin!
keep my fingers crossed and my hopes high
okay… to be honest, this is my first {organized} resolution ever! i never thought to do it so seriously before… and that’s the reason {i believe} why my past resolutions never came up the way i imagined them.
put it in a simple way… we all just want to be a better person. but how much better? better in what? and… how? i think this the way to start to be a better person myself.
i need to change lots of things {i mean really really need and really really lots} but this is {just} the begining… everything has to begin somewhere right? i need to love ME more, need to open my world bigger and bigger, need to stop {or lessen} complaining and listen more, and maybe… need to love my family better, need to find ways to communicate with them… but that’ll be too complicated to be done in just 356 days… won’t them? i narrowed things down to these final 4 resolutions of 2009… now, it seems more do-able and boosts up the optimist mood inside me ^^
well, here they are, the final 4 :
1. Think! Think! Think! Before Talk!
this IS the worst habit of mine! the worst! i hate it, but i keep doing it again and again… sometimes it could be fun and people think i’m staright forward {i am…} but most of the time… i just look plain stupid. because i tend to spit out words before my brain starts to process the conversation, i also sound like a smartass biyatch. not good! so… i’ll take my time, keep my comments and process my line before i say it out loud…
2. Finding My Mr. Right
okay… i hate to put this one in! but i have to admit, the last 15 months i’ve been thinking a lot about partnership. i need one. that one that’ll last forever… because i need to share things, thoughts, fears, joys, hopes and tears. i guess it’s just my time… so… i’ll be more serious and selective toward guys since i’ve set my goal!
ps: and you! yeah you! please feel free to help me ^^
3. Loose 15 More Kilos
too ambitious… way too ambitious! but hell! i’ve never been proud of my body… never. and the way i look right now, failed to make me proud too. but the real goal of this resolution is finding a way to fall in love with me {my body} no matter how i look {how much i weight}. to embrace every little imperfections in me. hopefully!
4. Save More Money!
yeah baby! save money… i’ve failed to do this since my first salary ever! which is kinda embarassing… i’m 24, talking about having my own life, away from my parents, yet i’m still a parasite in their financial plans. crap! i really need to be free and settle, and able to control my greed for fashion items… this is hard! 5 days after new year, i’ve been sticking my eyes to the cutest ankle boots ever in Zara… owh well… slow down {but sure! keep focus}
nah… i think that’s all for 2009! and to be honest again… creating this resolution is fun! i recommend you all to make one… it’s fun and it lets you know yourselves better.
what’s yours? care to share?
