Archive for September, 2007

captive of my self

been hiding for days, even weeks…
hiding fom my self or being captive by my own
it is not enough to hide behind someone else’s back anymore
or it is never enough?
my life has been out of control, still uncontrolable
what should i do?
dragging people around with me was no more a choice
locked my self in my own locker room, it’s an isolation punishment!
maybe i’ll get it through
or maybe i’ll just lost my sanity even more…

i don’t want to be saved
yet i can’t stand the loneliness

help me out!
or let me stay for days or even weeks

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